|Yes, I have seen God. When I was just 3 years old he came to me as I was
playing out in the side yard under a large oak tree. He told me in comparison
who I was, who he was to me, and to entire existence. That was more than 50
years ago. Today he is still the same to me. During my life walk his son joined
me on many occasions giving me scenes from my future of which have come to pass.
Once when I was a young mother of three in my twenties I came down with blood
poisoning and needed to be hospitalized as I was near death. My troubled abusive
spouse at the time would not let me be hospitalized. Instead he took me home.
The doctor put a paper in my cape pocket and told me to call my mother. When I
got home I asked my spouse to give my mother a call. She came over and all I can
remember was telling her to look in the pocket of my cape on the bed post and
her saying, “Oh My God!” More than a week later I awoke from what seemed to be
just a night and dream. I was surprised to see my mother on the couch with my 6
month old daughter. She was more surprised to see me up and speaking as I had
been out for more than a week, in which she had stayed by my side nursing me to
health and carrying out my duties to my home and children. She even carried me
to the hospital each day for intravenous and antibiotics. I told her I wanted a
shower. When I was finished she got me a cup of coffee. As we sat on the couch I
told her of what I dreamed. I dreamed I was walking with Jesus on a dirt road
with a dense but welcoming forest on all sides. We talked and walked and walked
and talked. There was such peace with him holding my small hand. He was dressed
in a flowing white robe. His feet were bare and eyes blue. When I looked into
his eyes I could see forever and ever no end. When we reached the end of the
road there was a barrier with a luminous light (brighter than anything
imaginable) flowing through it in small beams. Like the sun shines through the
early morning forest. But this light was so much more. I wanted to go with Jesus
to the other side with the light. He told me as he took a step up into the other
side that I could not go. He told me I had to go back my time was not yet. I did
not know where I had come from or what I was going back to, only that I had to
go back, which made me sad. During my walk with Jesus there was such peace
beyond all knowledge and understanding. When my mother told me of her long
journey of caring for me I was moved to tears as she exclaimed, “I wouldn’t let
you die!” I fell deathly ill on January 1, 1980.
My life journey since has only drawn me closer to my God and existence. He answers prayers before I can ask them, when they are still just a thought. His wisdom surpasses all understanding. No one can tell me that there is no God for I have seen him and he is with me all ways.
If you don’t see God or hear him trying seeking and listening. He is there, He knows all, HE forgives ALL.
I was raised a Catholic and always believed Jesus was the son of God. One day, I asked out loud that I was ready to believe in him (Jesus) but if I just could see him I would really believe. As I was a scaredy cat, I asked to have a dream of him, not a vision :) Soon after I dreamt I was going down some steps and on the landing stood Jesus, in the middle of a small group of people with raised hands. He pushed them gently aside and walked towards me, and said (he was very close!): "For your problem, it is not because I did not want, but I had no time; but now I am going
to take care of you". Jesus is tall, taller than all the hands raised around him. He is well built, slender, with a light skin and reddish blond hair, tucked in a pony tail. He has blue eyes and a face as in the Shroud of Turin. He was wearing a white robe with a rope around his waist and was barefoot. His beard is short.
For 3 days and 3 nights thereafter, I felt his loving, overwhelming presence. I was grieved when it departed from me. Now I have asked Jesus in my heart and I always feel his presence with me. I now know that the loving presence I felt then was the Holy Spirit. Since that time, I am no longer afraid, I have the peace that surpasses all understanding and the blessed assurance I will go to Heaven when I die.
One day, a year before I god born again, I saw an angel in the sky, holding a black sword, point up. I believe it was Michael (= "equal to God"); The end times are coming and Michael is getting ready to cast down Satan from Heaven (this will happen at mid-Tribulation according to the Book of Revelation.)
God gave me a book to write about the Bible and I can't tell you about all the signs he gave me, confirming to me that we are in the end times.Sometimes, God just blows my mind!
I used to believe that all gods were the same, but God showed me that these are false gods, because I asked him to give me the truth for my book. I now know that all other gods are lying demons; God is God; god is not divided because if he was, I would never trust him. The Bible says "I am your God; I change not. It also says : I am the same yesterday, today and tomorrow, and also "God is not a man that he should lie". God says to Moses: "I am that I am"!
I am glad to know my savior Jesus Christ; only him has the authority to deliver man from demonic possession. The Bible shows that the demon possessed man in Gadarenes recognized Jesus as "the son of God", even though Jesus never told them who he was.t
A few years ago I was going through a
troubled time and started to search for answers to questions about God. Then one
day I was discussing some ideas about God with a friend and experienced anger
bearing down on me after. It was apparent I was experiencing God’s anger at what
I had just said. We soon shared empathy for each others situation. I felt that
God was lonely, sad and very frustrated. Thoughts were shared as I asked
questions and expressed how I felt. It is ok to express how you feel about God,
God respects honesty. On one occasion I was asking why he felt the need to not
only have people killed but to burn them to the stake too.
Something I thought
was an unnecessary evil. It was then that God decided to share something with
me. I was overwhelmed by a sense of guilt so strong it had my whole abdomen
rumbling. Straight away I new what it was and started to cry. I had been so
blatant about how I felt, about how God has wronged mankind I did not realise he
was trying so hard. He then told me he could not cry and that he could not even
move. He is not only guilty but also suffers so much because of the suffering in
the world that he is completely paralyzed. So if there is anything you can do to
alleviate the suffering in the world He would greatly appreciate it if you did
it. Because it is only these good things that keep Him going.
This recently came to me, so to speak and the only thing I can do with it is share it with you. I hope you feel the same and pass it on.
A Glimpse Into The Eye Of God
1. The Eternal Paradox
Infinity equals zero.Nothing is infinite.Infinite is nothing.
And at that point in space, in that moment of time.......a black
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